Thursday, October 18, 2012

Yeah. I'm bringing this back.

the sunlight burns into my eyes

maybe I prefer to be alone

lie and say you love me

I miss you when I remember

your image comes to me fleetingly

hard to live in present tense

the sound of my own voice

sing to me in evening hours

you are steady to hold onto

I want to know your dreams

in sleep we return to ourselves

I'm always navigating complex twisting houses

when lost I know I'm alone

please can you tell me everything

please can I tell you everything

leave me here with my amnesia

I promise I'll never forgive you

for you I have kept quiet

don't tell me what to do

I am ripping out the stitches

lay my wounds out for display

I'm stronger since I drowned myself

just try to shut me up

strange little girl falling and flailing