don't remember what control feels like
always hanging out under the surface
I hate when clothes stretch out
who told you to stop eating
I have no problems with you
who are these people near me
dropping existentialism too much in conversation
I fear forgetting meanings of words
someone help me buy new boots
I want concise economy of words
while talking it's like you're vomiting
how many songs can I write
name emotions like pointing to them
somehow the wine glasses become empty
drink more when you don't think
I am tired of helping people
maybe I don't ever help people
pronounce words weird when you sing
might be squirrels in the walls
how do you get squirrels out
there's so many fucking squirrels everywhere
squirrels are cute sometimes I guess
but not inside the fucking walls
- joyce
